Something like that . .

Is it just me, or am I alone? Why do I feel so unloved & on my own. There are girls more easy & pretty who have it all. While I respect my morals, yet still I fall. Boys cheat, lie, & leave scars on your heart. It’s like after every break up, you need a new start. Every girl wants to pretend they are strong. Yet sometimes when I’m all alone, everything feels wrong. I cry until I can’t anymore. And shut the world out; I close the door. Friends don’t understand & parents just worry. I scream in my pillow, I try to hurry. But the headache, bruises & exhaustion come with this hurt. They’re reminders of how I think of myself as useless dirt. And when I’m down I can’t help but cry. I hate this feeling; sometimes I wish to die. And sometimes I wonder why I try to hang on for so long. Look at my soul, I’m already gone. 3